laying here and thinking too much about nothing too important. i tell myself that these things swimming are nothing too important. though, they are.
i feel urges to flee new england.
i am feeling a bit suffocated, lately.
my ocd is acting up. my compulsions are nagging me. i'm not saying that moving would fix this, considering i have been plagued, off and on, by these assholes of mental illness for years. i want a change of scene. a change of characters might be nice as well. i am generally happy, i'd say. though, i do feel something is missing.
outside someone is warming up their car. it's vibrating my head. it's irritating me.
it's christmas eve.
i am hoping that everyone falls off the face of nashua, excluding myself and a few others, while i am at work.
i am too pre-menstrual to deal with any consumer, talk on their cell phone during our pathetic interaction, superiority, “the customer is always right” bullshit.
seriously, i am going to get into this topic some other time.
i am using my nintendo dsi and unfortunately i have to use a stylus. ugh.
anyway, i have no idea what i am even click clacking in this post.
goodnight and merry christmas eve.